buddies hey.

everybody's thinking it, i'm saying it.




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my chevelle

what can i say she needs a lot of work, but after my dad passed i kinda decided to start living the dream. every dream i've ever had is somehow a lot more precious and attainable. it's all about making the decision between what you're comfortable with and what you truly want, but not just any want, what you want what you want what you want.

edaward sharpe and the magnetic zeros

been listening to these two and their band for some time now, they're amazing and make me feel like there is a lot more to life than what we're aware of.

can't believe was the last time i saw you

its a terribly pixelated photo but its the only one i have! i just can't believe i'll never get to hang with you again, rest in peace Tasi, no one will ever forget you.

Volcano Choir

this is just such a nice style, bon iver always makes me happy about something, considered or otherwise.

readers

it appears that my readership is going up a bit, so incase i had fokoll for you to check back on (which mind you i still don't have) im leaving a promise a good promise that i will post more soon! as alot of things are going down at the moment, so if there are any people that are reading this and give a shit, cool stuff to follow, so keep checking back!

it's going to involve alot more writing btw. oh and i've deleted facebook! no more checking up on a life that doesn't really exist, if you have an opinions on this i'm 95% interested to hear them!

thank you!

i can't sms you right now, i would if i could but i just wanted to thank you again for listening and caring enough to understand! thank you!

i've become the worst by trying to do whats best

i think that explains it for today, i've now realised that everything i've tried to do, everything that i've wanted to work out for the best has just made me completely miserable with myself

its pretty paradoxical if you think about it, how can trying to do whats right fuck you over so many times in a day, i don't actually have an answer, well i don't have a good answer

konrad snr.

yup thats him (middle) still haven't met the bastard, but i think 2011 is gonna be the year to do so. been thinking about it alot and he looks like a pretty chill guy from what i've heard and seen, apparently very creative too, who knows what i'll find. ill write more when i care more

yes i know im going to hell in a leather jacket.

alot's changed everything seems pretty different, i think i need to start something again, its that odd time of the year where you consider your life and where you are with it, what you're doing with it and then what to do with it

stop smoking so many cigarettes
start drinking coffee again
stop only eating the bacon and avo special
start writing more
start creating more
be more mature
be less mature

its all a really irrelevant lapse of thought because you know you're just going to keep doing what you're doing and nothings going to change, things might change, but that's a very big might.

watermelon and mojitos to often

me and dan are now not only amazing alone, but amazing cocktail blenders, cool party, fun blending with you my fellow blendsman

beach trip

some of the film i took on dan's birthday in durban, scanned.

taking real photos makes me feel more connected, and also a lot, more cautious, because there's something real at stake, and it costs money to develop, would like to develop my own, we'll see how that goes

touch my golden banana

konrad von kotze now bigger, better and harder

oh and i've changed my blog.

so to everyone that actually might still read my blog or has any interest in it what so ever please comment its free, it's nice to see people pay me attention, but honestly though i think i'm going to start writing alot more, not just leave shitty little sentences that'll make you think "oh he tried to say something there and then just fucking bored"

here are some more leave behinds from showcase that i have left ah man the irony. fuck.

fuck this fucking year

and just like that three years of study is over, im done... finished with all the fake stuff, and end it all with portfolios and showcase. which were kind of underwhelming.

and wouldn't you know it i'm already in an office getting into the real stuff man life is just moving too fucking fast sometimes... oh well

atleast i got the screen printing all setup, its been pretty much a year long thing.

even though this has literally been then shittest year of my entire life i can still say...no fuck that i have nothing good to say this has been a really shit year and nothing good has come of it. fuck 2010.

anyways check it out its all here my screened stuff and my leave behind slash fabric business cards

yeah i said that.

a couple of photos of whats gonna be in my portfolio, in polaroid form can you believe?

anyways its going good im having fun, isn't that what your parents always told you? even if you suck big balls as long as you're having fun its all good

man i feel kinda cheated now